For once I have lost all that makes me sane (Wait what?)

I'm doing it!

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness [link]
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero - Taken
69. Annoyance
70. 67% [link]
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


TO THE NOTEBOOK! GOGO!

Stolen from meh friend Kat

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.

Total: 7

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.

Total: 6

.:EARTH:.

[] You are physically strong.
[] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[x] You rarely get depressed.
[x] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 5

.:AIR:.
[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.

Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[x] You are atheist. (Agnostic)
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules.

Total: 8

.:LIGHT:.

[] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[] Everyone loves to be around you.
[] You always follow the rules.

Total: 1

Primary Element: Darkness/Air
Secondary Element: Fire

Yes...a year ago I made a guild in gaia called Memory of Blood. It died out due to college XD so I decided to bring it back with my good old buddy Jer~

I also went to a new server called Version Vendetta. It was new and interesting XD however, had its own snags. I brought some friends over from Swordsman and already 3 of them turned into total dooshbags. T_T Using everyone for shit and then ultimately telling people off.

I joined this guild called HalfAwake, and I love it to death XD we have moments of complete wtfage that leaves you doing wtf moments that its just win. And the name speaks for itself. We're never awake yet never asleep XD we kinda just flow through our day in the game not remembering what we did an hour beforehand we're so damned tired lawl

I got my char maxed out and even got the ledgendary grade 16 weapons >3 so i'm ball pwnage now. I wiped the floor with some people already and I plan to do more in next week's territory war with Untamed <3

I really need to get use to a tablet again...Since my printer sucks ass and doesn't work I need to teach myself now to draw with a tablet again. Woo for being a drawing noobie again!

I'm bored as hell XD but ingame is fun.

Yeah XP I have a few things to upload, but my scanner = dead. wooooo

I did get a desktop tho :3 I might post some more screen shots of Perfect World...should I?

I've also been busy with this new guild called ☆斧头帮★ (AxeGang) and its epic~ I use to be in another guild called ¤RoYaLe¤, but they all went to hell and so I just left it all behind.

I lost a few friends from Royale, but then again, if they hate you for leaving a guild after all you've been through with them, fuck em. They weren't true friends if they refuse to be friends simply because you joined another guild. (Also, AxeGang and Royale are allies, so wtf?)

I made a few territory war videos back when I was in Royale, and some PK vids on the side. And tomorrow, the first video of me twing with AxeGang will appear~ To be honest, i've never been more excited! Royale waited last minute to show up, or worse, never did. "Because we're top guild." they'd say. But that's not true. Infact, if no one was bidding with mule guilds on em, they'd of been wiped long ago. So I joined AxeGang. They thrive on leveling, PKing and TWing. If you don't do all three, you get kicked so hard on your ass you'd cry for a week lol I love it here.

[link] <---- link to all my tw vids and future ones.

Well, nothing much happened really besides that lol I did land Captain position in AxeGang, since I proved to be useful to the GM and VGM by always showing up to kill, telling them what happened with Royale (as in they're falling apart and its a good time to kill em.) and that Massacre has a hard time kicking my ass in PK XD So they have to either spark to kill me or go all out 6 to 10 vs 1.

Btw, Massacre is a guild that thrives on making people cry >.> They're a harsh guild full of Pinoys. I hate them T_T

Anywho, seeya~ I'll post some more pictures. And comment on my youtube vids >:3

I had just had a huuuuge turn of events that not only made me go wtf, but its life altering!

Okay, here's the jist:

My scanner = crap, and so I have a new printer, however, it isn't a scanner. Soooooo....no drawings for awhile. Also, I haven't been drawing much anyways like I use to because of College, which is my next topic soon enough.

FlyForFame became retarded as fuck because I landed a moderator position, which at first was epic. I was helping people like I always did, I hit Hero, became the best tanking Ringmaster the server as ever seen (as in the highest asaler we had at the server of 120k+ couldn't even kill me) and everything was good. Then they were about to give me GM position when I learned it was all a trick to try and get Glamie (the head admin) to do something, pin the blame on the rest of us and screw us over while she gets to have phone smex with Deadly (who she is using just to get away with it)

So she hires 15 new mods, promotes random people to admin and sits back while watching all forms of hell break loose. So, saying one person who I hated finally get banned for tooling was a good thing, I got into some hot water and resigned due to Glamie being all "oh, your abusing your power" when I had done nothing at all. (just said, "good riddens")

So I quit the game and went to PWI and got over their dramatastic nubness.

I was busy with College for awhile, but i've been fucking up left and right because my mom has been up my ass about anything and everything I did or didn't do. So, sick of it, we get into an epic fight at 2am and I leave at 3am, thus moving out for good. (or so I think.)

So, I moved in with my boyfriend, whom lives an hour away from me, and so I had to drop all of my classes in college. What makes it harder, is that since I never really left home and it came out of nowhere, i'm kinda stuck not really knowing what to do. I also really miss my three kittens. It's been almost a week now since I moved out, and i'm starting to get use to having this one bedroom my one and only room besides the bathroom down the hall >.>

I was really into Perfect World International (the screenshots I have been posting lately) however, my bf proved several facts that made me quickly lose interest in the game, and over all stop playing alltogether. Basically, like all MMOs, they claim to be free. However, the make the game so ungodly hard as fuck to play, you HAVE to buy from their cash shops just to even think of keeping up with the rest of the people. So, it became an issue. Also, one word:

DRAMA!

Yes, the enemy of all life as we know it. Drama is 99.99% in the game. Walk ten feet. Drama. Kill a monster. Drama. Talk at ALL to your factionmates. Drama. Shout in the world chat. Even more drama. You get the drill. So, we stopped that...I am however trying to get my friend Narica from there to come with us XD

We're trying to go back to Phantasy Star Online: Blue Burst again...this time with legit intentions and hopefully hit 200 before our eyeballs melt from our skull.

So yeah...lots of stuff has been going on XP I even applied to ungodly amounts of businesses to finally land myself some money since college ate 80% of my day to where getting a job was like trying to teach a retarded kid how to create the fountain of youth. It's stupid XP I am alot less stressed tho getting free from mom's tortureous nature and finally do something on my own while at the same time ditching the drama of MMOs, slip back to a truely FREE one that we never had any issue of for the exception of being easily bored.

That's my life! Hell, i'm actually wanting to draw again After getting over home sickness, knowing mom is still there for me if I got into some trouble and my bf is there for me 100% of our relationship now, i'm not stressed at all and wanna doodle again like the good old days